Collected thoughts

Even if its a possibility

If by any chance there is an ultimate, if there's an infinite, anything else compared to it would be worthless. This thought once comes within creates both fear and hope. Fear of having spent an entire known lifespan in pursuing worthless, and hope of having something better ever seen or imagined.

Clearly, pursuing worthless makes no sense even if there is no possibility of worthwhile. But the concept of relative success, even relative philanthropy or even more of relative spirituality makes worthless worthwhile. This creates a haze over a clear choice. Relativity has to be gotten over with, if absolute is to be pursued intensely.